I Always Wondered As A Child If My Real Mother Was Going To Rescue Me But She Never Did!

I Always Wondered As A Child If My Real Mother Was Going To Rescue Me But She Never Did!

I want to talk about something that bothered me as a child and into adulthood. The birth mother lied to me for 90% of my life about who I was and my name. Of course, if you hear it from her she would say she never lied or did anything illegal. Well, the way I see it she did do something that should have been illegal. My whole life I went by a name that wasn’t even LEGAL that’s right it wasn’t my legal name and she knew it but continued to lie about it even to the point of allowing her husband at that time to legally change my last name through the courts. Oh yes, all while she knew that wasn’t my legal name. Now I know it’s coming with the birth mother making claims that weren’t so but it in fact is very TRUE with the affidavit. Now 18 years ago this month I found out I was going by a name that wasn’t even my legal name but the birth mother made claims that I did but I had no idea. I’m going to put a clip up and blackout my last name so people can see how she has always been a sneak and liar. Legal documents don’t lie but the birth mother signed with a fake name on my birth records, changing my name and in a divorce, she lied to the court of law about her name. This birth mother allowed her husband to change my last name through the courts in S.C. and it was a fraudulent legal name change. The birth mother knew my name was changed she went and did the paperwork before she left Nebraska so the lies and excuses don’t work anymore. She has so many years to come clean about my name like when I got married at 16 years old and I went to the Social Security office to get my name changed and the Social Security office stated that the birth mother had to be there wasn’t so but okay she went up there and I was able to get my social security card. But then when I got married to my present husband at 19 years old the very same thing happened again I got to wondering what was up with all this. So when I asked the lady told me you have 2 biological fathers on your profile and that isn’t normal! You’re right it wasn’t normal I have the paper but it has my social # on it so I won’t share that but I have it because it can’t be changed ever THANK YOU, BIRTH MOTHER!  The birth mother messed my social security up so bad that had I not found out about my legal name I would have never gotten any benefits at all because of the mess my file was in. The crazy part about this is I can’t change my marriage licenses, my children’s birth certificates, my diploma none of that all because she was a selfish ASS being spiteful and never thought she would get caught in her lie. My supposed biological father isn’t showing that he was my father the stepfather is showing he is my biological father! Now the weird part about it is the birth mother filled all that paperwork out and lied they have it on microfiche SMDH! The first photo is of the birth certificate she gave me and when I asked about the blacked out she would always say it was an error. The second birth certificate was when I ordered a new one and was SHOCKED and called Nebraska and asked and that is how I found out what my TRUE NAME was at 37 years old! But it only gets crazier that she made claims in 2006 that I knew my name and all tried to play it off like a VICTIM like she does EVERYTHING! Nah she got caught for something she did illegally falsified school records, lied to a court having my last name changed there should be a penalty for what she did causing damages to me.

Now I want to explain something because as a child I used to think my real mother would rescue me but she never did. When a child is abused physically, mentally, emotionally, and sexually they learn to have a barrier to protect their minds. Mine was I knew my real mother would find me because surely she wouldn’t allow these things to keep happening to me. So many times I would cry because Jimmy came into my room and no one protected me where was my real mother? I couldn’t understand why a man would force himself on a child and destroy her inner being! I have been told repeatedly that it never happened, victim was shamed for speaking out about making him the victim and not me. I was silent for years even through my adulthood and when I went through counseling finally I realized it wasn’t my fault. So if I talk about what happened to me bothers you then you were the reason it never stopped! Now I don’t believe this birth mother is my biological mother there are too many undercover things that don’t add up. I want a DNA test because I truly believe she didn’t have me. You ask why I say that well she has repeatedly stated I never looked like them, I was switched at birth, and then the name issues and the sneakiness about it so no I don’t believe she is the biological mother! Wouldn’t that be awesome if this comes back that she isn’t the birth mother? I think it would be fabulous!! I’m going to do a DNA test and we will see within a month. I mean someone that has so many secrets had to know they would come out sooner or later. When I get the results I will share them on the blog post.

Now onto the Facebook post, she made this even though probably took her all day to write and dream up those lies at the trash dump! I’m going to put it below so people can see how she is. The birth mother decided to start her post off with the pity act “ever notice when you cut the money off you are the worst person that ever lived!” I can’t tell everyone how many DAMN TIMES she has said that when I was married to my first husband and second husband! See the birth mother has a spending problem and she hides money from all her husbands to be able to pay off her debt. See she will go shopping and buy her daughter and grandson all this mess and then tell them don’t tell her husband to keep it a secret same SHIT she has done to me and used me so many times as a cover-up about lying to her husband if he asked where she bought things! She has done that all my life it’s a secret you can’t tell your stepfather I bought you shoes he will get mad and say I didn’t need new shoes so she taught me and my brother to lie and keep secrets. The birth mother is covering up a spending problem she has and she can’t account for where her money is going so again she used me for the last time with her lies! I hope the Good LORD punishes you for your lies because you simply keep digging that hole and sinking in with these lies! Just like that payment I paid you in cash and knew that was a bad idea but your husband told me to give it to you and what did you do SPENT THE WHOLE THING AT WALMART! Then told me not to tell your husband you spent that much and that you would have to figure out how to get that back to him. As I said you have always had a spending problem so stop with the BS about cutting money off the TRUE REASON was we CUT YOU OFF FROM MY FAMILY because you were being an asshole about the letters and pushing a dictated letter on my children when they clearly told you NO they wanted no part of that BS lies! That is when all of this started had nothing to do with no money because we didn’t take money from you I posted what your husband paid for not you!  Another thing the birth mother has 4 buildings literally packed with BS and posts things on Facebook to sell but she is a hoarder. Also, let’s not forget you begged for a car which was given to you but if you want go read the blog before this one and get off that throne because you are no QUEEN maybe QUEEN of LIARS! 

As for the birth mother making claims about grandchildren NO she has NEVER cared about my child NEVER! Not even my sister Jaime’s son! I had asked the birth mother if she could help my sister Jaime’s son we gave him $400 and I asked her if she could help him too because he was trying to get straight for a new job and her words were NO her grandson that was in jail for murder needed the money HMMM so one that is in jail for murder was more important than the one that was trying to get a better job that makes a lot of sense! Now if my sister Jaime had been her and the birth mother would have said that pretty sure that wouldn’t have gone over well because the birth mother has always favored that youngest daughter over all her children. So no my sister wouldn’t have taken that lightly either but the birth mother makes it sound like I was asking for money hell I told her to Western Union it to him like I did wasn’t like I wanted her blood money! Then the birth mother claims that everything we post we are putting their lives in danger??????????? Wait a minute her grandson shot and murdered a boy in her yard and left him in her yard for at least a month and then he and his friend took the body and buried it behind an abandoned church in a county over from them! He murdered a GANG MEMBER and you say we are putting your lives in danger are you kidding me!!!! The birth mother literally posted on her Facebook my address, my daughter’s phone number, and my phone number which I had to change because I had inmates calling my phone and making threats! The birth mother should be ashamed of herself knowing that boy laid on her property that whole time! So the only people to blame for being in danger is that grandson that you raised to be a murderer. Stop blaming others for your downfalls people are sick of you and your lies why not tell the truth for a change it might set you free and all those nightmares you have might go away!

Here we go again she will turn it to fit her narrative of being the victim she and her family would always want everything I had for free. I was blogging and getting free products and they were always there getting them. So many times giving things to them to shut them up on begging for beauty products, movies, kitchenware, shoes, and medical supplies that the VA supplied. As for selling well, I can post those photos as well just ask and I will. As for your church, I don’t care what they think it’s not my problem. Any church that takes you in has problems no doubt. Again she goes on about the money thing once again she really needs to go get a mental evaluation or to be checked for early onset of deminitia because even her husband stated that she had signs of early deminitia. Anyway, I’m going to share her post here and you can see for yourself. Tomorrow I will post the email from 2006 same mess literally no joke. I so wish I could go back in time I would have never spoken to her and none of this would be going on! I hate her because SHE LIES and has nothing to do with MONEY she LIES I believe she could pass a lie detector test she has gotten so good at it. I mean people from her past have said she has done this even when she was younger.  

Now I can contact the judge and let him know I was harassed and offered to be paid to write this letter. Not just that but the birth mother even said the lawyer told her the judge really doesn’t read but one or two but the judge likes to see a stack of letters that looks better on her grandson! So writing a letter to a judge lying looks better? The birth mother must have kept the letter because she said she ripped it up but she still has it. Because when all this mess went down with her she claimed she trashed it. It’s funny the birth mother never not once asked my husband for a letter she knew he would put her in her place about it. Then her daughter was dictating what my daughters were to write about her son in detail. Now if you want to go there about that I can make a trip to Camden and talk to a judge who could be over your grandson’s court case and show him all the things you have sent and said with videos.

I will post more tomorrow I do have a life outside of this chaos. Also, I have trackers on all my pages so I know where everyone is coming from.

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